So, first of all I'm gonna tell you guys from the start (how i meet him and keep falling for him). Its happens when i was 9 years old. ( .___. << she already like someone when she was in grade 3?! o.O) It's was recess period and you know how its turns when kids going recess, its a mess. It was so crowded and packed but i keep following my best friend's back ( as usual ). With the lots of kids in my age everywhere, i suddenly say something white (not like a light =w= I'm not dying X"DD i mean a person with a bright skin) a few meter from my back. He had caught my sight from the beginning. But that time,  i though that i would never gonna see that boy again (yeah usually it turns like that) so i keep walking and catching up to my friends. 

   But i was wrong .___. that boy keep popping in front of me, everywhere in the school! (ofc except for the girls washroom) Then, when the time goes, i knew from people around me that his name is Putera (he was a bit popular in school though >.> ) . At first i didn't believe his name is Putera because its uncommon name to have but the i believed when his own friends called him by that name. I keep looking at him but at the same time I keep running from him. .__." << she just do it naturally and didn't know why she did it. the next year, my class got an assignment from out teacher to built a sculpture of a cave. I picked my partners that lived around my house so they'll not left out. I didn't know that he closed to my teammates (boys). The first day of the group works at my house, things got messed up .___. some of them forgot to bring things some of them were really late (until i had to call them a few times). However the processes worked out. We did it smoothly. Unexpected when we were doing our works, he came with his beloved bicycle. You know how i feel rigth? IT WAS A SHOCKKKK!!! His house was just behind my house .___.( she is slow) I really really would not expect that i will meet him here in front of my house and you know what? i acted cool and calm like he was a like others friends. I mean in my way like a tomboy .__. << she lives with her 4 brothers XDD ( the way of speak really like a boy ' _ ' no mercy on speaking that time X"DD) and we worked out for the assignment for 4 days ( 1 day a week) and he came to my house for 4 times .___. but i remembered that he ask the boys and girls their phone numbers and i didn't have phone that time so its a waste T^T ( she is stupid too because not asking his phone number) and the time when we play throwing clay at each other and stucking his bike at the grill XDD it was fun!! XD

    It's already the last year of my 4th grade and i was the top in my class and he was 3rd in his class. So we had to attend to ceremony. That ceremony day was boring at first. I walked out to the washroom (for excuse from the boring talking teacher at the front) and saw some pamphlets written all the students that got awards but at the table there's a sign saying "for teachers and parents only". ' _ ' and i just took it without being bordered about it X"DD and i read it and finding his name and i found it XD his name is a bit long and a bit girly at the back .___. ( but who cares \( 'w' )/) then my friends borrowed it and at the end that thing was passed at the back =w= when i ask my friend she said that it was at the back, and i turns around at searching who is the one who holding it, it was him .___. (i didn't have a chance to take it back in my way -violence- instead of i just waiting for that things to been passed at me back XD ) I still keep that thing though .__.

   The next year was toughest year because of two things happens in school =w= one of it is he was in my class just for one period of subject =w= i cant come close to any people that i like because i got nervous and automatically i will avoid that boy but i don't like the teacher in the mixed class. He is a pervert. = = At first that boy sat at the back because he was late for being a prefect. Then a few days later he sat at the row beside me and in the same line. (that kept me not to turn right when studying =w=") One day his friend who sat beside him didn't came. Unexpectedly he moved his sit really next to me! ( i cant focus to study (_ _lll ) then he asked me to lend him a pen. I gave him a pen that i just bought it from the bookstore =w= ( i still keep it X"DD) He said " is this a pen? .___. its looks like a pencil" then i replied "its a pen la monkey =w=" " hahahah thats the way i talk to my crush =w=" i cant see his face @~@ so so so so nervous that time @~@

   Few weeks later i got a homework from my art teacher that is colouring the flowers in different way and technique. Before the art class it was that mixed class =w= i ask my friend to help me to answer the questions and i'll help her in colouring. In that class (that mixed class) all the boys in his class entered here but at that time i can see he looking at us with our messed table ">.> after finished the exercise i started coloring and the mixed class period almost over. right before they went to their own class again, that boy still managed to come at my table and said " i like that orange and yellow flower!" with pointing the flower that i had coloured. AHHH!!!!!! that time i was like, i dont want to passed it to teacher! i want to keep it X"DD but i still keep it until now. hahahaah!! XD One day after that day, he was late again due the prefect work and someone sat on his sit. Usually who were late to enter the class will sit at the back but he didn't and asked that boy who sat there to move away. XDD

   In March i think, a new girl came into our class. she's cute and pretty *^* also can be famous just in 2 days ">.> I gave her my sit because she cant clearly see at the back. i moved at the last row. Then in front of my sit there were two indians and when ever the mixed class period they had to went to other class. I though some one else will sat there but what did happened was he and his other friend sat there =w= in front of my line = =" at first he sat in front of my friend and few days later he changed his sit in front of me =w= really in front of me @///@ so that time i used to talk with him. He often turned around and talk to both of us, my friend and me =w=" and sometimes when i badmood he keep asked me what's wrong. >///> (when i badmood i didn't talk much and put my face on the table XDD ) One day, i was in badmood and i keep looking at my table and making a sour face. (plus seeing that pervert teacher = =" )  He asked my friend what's wrong with me and i heard there's something they talk about. i didnt hear it. Then after they finished talking, my friend asked me "fatin, _____ want to change sit with me". i though she meant by both of us sat in front but my friend said again "he want to change sit only with me". Then i was like chocked = =" I looked t my friend's face with weird look and then i keep looking at my table (actually i was embarrassed and if u guys were there, u can see my face turns red. bright red >////< ) at the end he didnt changed XDD better that way X"D

   The school sport day was coming and we all in training. I used to run fast and often got in a match. That evening when all Green sport house having a training (he was there XD) , i had to run 100 m with them. (in same sport house) he was watching me =w=". Then i got first place and that boy saying my name out loud to the teacher (_ _lll its like "Its Fatin, its Fatin teacher!" i think he thought that teacher was deaf XD and now his turns to ran 100m XD i watched him ran and at the middle of running his left his left shoe on the track X"DD hahahaha! but i wont forget that day X3

   It was Tuesday and he had to be prefect that time. There was an art class before recess and i waited for my friends to keep their things in the bags. i sat on a table at the front door. Suddenly he popped up in front of me. i dont really remember what did i talked with him but that time after we talked, he danced in a weird way XD i ask him what kind of dance is that and he said " a wind flow dance" XDD i laugh really loud XD after he finished dancing both my friends were ready to go to canteen. then i told him that i had to get going and ran through the rain because i was lazy to take a long way and when i turned around i saw he was still there but what else i saw is there is a teacher behind him X"DD he was shocked. X"DD

   Now, it was a math class. i didnt bring the homework that the teacher gave to me and i had to stand outside with my other classmate. she was tall and i think famous too XD we talk outside like idiots XD and somehow i saw someone came out from that boy class (his class opposite to my class). Then my classmate was like "awww.. this is embarrassing. he saw me!" i was like "who? .__." the she said "P la" i shocked. i never though she liked him too and she said "u didnt know i like him? .___."  i automatically said "its okay, he didn't he our face :3 he just saw our back XD" actually that time i was blank and doesnt know how to react X"D

   In May, I heard people talked about him that he will moved away to Putra Jaya. i though it was a joke at first but it didn't after our teacher asked him about that. i was like i didn't care to much but i did actually. The last day for him at the school, i did something bad at him >.> that time i was doing some works with my friends and my friend who sat beside me brought her dairy and she said that she wrote about me and my crush in there. then suddenly, that boy's friend snatch the diary from her and i was like a bear want to catch an intruder who killed her son (i snatch his back collar and pulled him to the ground) XDD after i got back that diary and said to my friend "dont ever ever loose it again =w= " that time i was in mad and nervous. then he came (that boy) beside me and talk something (i dont really remember but i know it was a joke) then i got mad and step on his foot really hard, (and many times TT^TT) he said " ok ok dont mad. calm down Fatin" but he didn't mad though .__. awwww that time when i was in my way back home i regret doing that TT^TT until now (_ _llll

   But the last time i talked to him was in the sport day. He came for the last time. I was with him entering a match with 4 others (that for those who didn't have any match to get in XD). I didnt remember what i talked with him and what i know for sure that time he called his mom " Umi" :)

thats the story =w=" hahahha so long X"DD
and after this i'll post about my dreams of him XDD so stay tuned :3