Thursday, 30 May 2013 @ 09:08 Yesterday I had a short conversation with my pen pal. It have been quite a long time didn't chat with him or others. Sorry guys. I am very sorry.This is for my pen pals Walaa, Heba, Alice, Mai, Ryo and others that I currently stop talking to. As u guys know I have some problems. Just like Mora, we both kinda have some problem of depression. But the roots of the cause of the depression are getting bigger and bigger especially me. So I don't want to drag you guys with me in this matter. I dont want to let your happy mood down just because of my problem. I really do want to see you guys happy. So I stop talking as my words is getting worse and worse to others. I dont want you guys to hear it cuz I really love you guys and appreciated our friendship. The truth is, early of 2013, I was really hyper up because it almost 3rd of February. It was our first day chatting together in the facebook account. but... something not allowing me to say and celebrate it. I'm sorry. Friendship cant built with a force right? So, I can't do anything about it. But i had tried ^^ to mora: thanks for being with me :) Always around me and sharing problems together. ^^ really... I really appreciate it >w< to ryo: here my reply. Its ok for the block. I know I had done something wrong towards you, it's just I didnt realize it. I'm sorry. and also thanks for forgetting why. its means u already forget about it. I am really thankful. Everybody changes, including me. I changed too. and I miss the old matured me. About that.. its up to you. I mean, its up to you if you want we both want to be friend again. If you feel awkward and hard to talk or else. its ok if you dont want too :) but I'm happy you still friend with mai :) you got a great friend. and also, Welcome to Malaysia ^^ (maybe i already say this to you in Mac) Hope you find great friends at school and neighbor and be happy here :) Good luck for SPM thought. ^^ |