Saturday, 9 November 2013 @ 12:13 Hello~ it has been a long time since my last post. XD I'm kinda busy with exam and stuff. Well for today I'll continue the story about Bestfriend. Hi, as you already know, I'm Sarah. From the last thing that I had told you guys is that I was sent to other school to attend the special class. After 3 years struggling with the surrounding, problems, friends, and exam (a big exam PRM) finally it was the final year for me in this school. I be able to transfer to school where my brother studied. The important thing was I was transfer to the same school as my bestfriend. I was excited and some of my friends in my junior high school were transfered to the same school of mine. At first it was exciting, I was able to be with my friend from my previous school and also I was be able to be with my bestfriend. My bestfriend was in the first class and I was in second class because I was a transfer student.I chatted with my bestfriend like before. Laughing, joking and telling stories. I also be able to walk home with my bestfriend because my bestfriend house was near to my house. It was really fun and I really enjoyed it. However I was very easy to get jealous and I have this special instinct where I can detect if that person really want to be friend with that someone or not. Then I was facing my first problem with fake friends of my bestfriend. Well, I didn't do anything. I just bear with it and time pass and they all got into private school. but problem never end. Since I started enter this school I become close to my friend from previous school. We were really close until people think we were non-identical twins. They said we were dressed alike and our attitude and act were same. So, I just go on with it until that day. One day, when I was lining up in my class, my bestfriend look at me for many times. I asked her what was wrong and suddenly she said "I think we are not close anymore like before.". She said again "I don't know but maybe you are too close to your friend (from previous school) and its like we are not close anymore" I was shock and a little sad. I'm shock and sad because I didn't realize I did this to my bestfriend. I did something that I really don't want her to feel and to experience this from me. But it was not bothered me much because I didn't think that I'll be apart from her again. I keep trying to not making her felt like that and it seems that she was ok with it. But then, the real problem came. My bestfriend and my friend (close friend) from my previous school became my palce to share problem and stories. So I got really attached to them and I really hold them in my heart. I feel like they were my family. My girl sibling (as I only have brothers). But unexpected things always happens. My close friend, she got a boyfriend. It was her first time though. And without she realized, she left me slowly. She being more time with her boyfriend and less with her other friends. One day, it was my duty day to lineup with others by the parking side.I can't bear to be with my close friend. I felt a bit disturbed by her because of her changes. So I decided to go to my bestfriend and ask her to lineup with me. Before I reached her, I heard she said "You guys know what. I'm moving.". All of other friends were denied it but the she said it was true and she was about to take all her profile. I heard her and left. Well that's all for now :3 I'll update the part 3 later because here already 4 in the morning (_ _lll I need sleep (although i can't sleep earlier so i decide to update my blog XD ) so see u later :) |